SiLenCe

“.,.,CryinG iS oNe of ThE gReaTest kinD oF bRaVeNeSS a MaN caN eVeR dO.,.,”

.,.,the eyes once you’ve adored, now still crying in silence.,.,

SILENCE is my only choice of warrior.,.,

:(

I LOVED ONLY YOU

-AuGusT 28, 2009-

MiSSinG eVeRyThinG aBouT YoU

I picture you there

while I’m sitting here

trying to distract myself

from missing you so much.

It’s not easy…

my thoughts always find a way

to comeback to you.

Your look’s in the background

of every image in my mind,

and your voice runs through my head

just like a love song.

Sometimes I think I see you in a crowd,

but its not you–

it’s just a wishful thinking.

I want so much to be able

to touch your arm, hold you close…

feel your heart beating

warm against mine.

But all I’m left with here

is this incredible sense

of missing everything about you.

I want you to know

that everyday

I travel the endless stretch of time

till we can be together again,

and every night

I keep the light on in my heart-

the light of love for you…

V-jaY_18

u will always be with me in my heart and in my mind.

i’m always here.

forever waiting

love u so.

-AuGusT 16, 2009-

FoReVeR WaiTinG

As the cool wind blows in the stillness of the night,

And clouds give way to the pale, eerie moonlight,

On my bed by the window I now sit,

Where you and I once vowed for a love to keep.

Countless days, weeks, and months have gone so fast,

I hardly noticed the seasons pass;

In my mind everything still seems like yesterday,

Never will I forget the woeful sunset.

In this place where now I sit,

Patiently I’ve waited but you never came,

Each night I returned here, I’ve been wondering,

Unceasingly I’ve asked, “Why did you ever leaved?”

Tears start to fall now as I look into the HEAVEN,

In the moon’s reflection it’s your face I still remember,

Flashing before my eyes are all our memories–

Sweet, sober memories I would always cherish

My vision is now unclear,

Darkness is all I can see,

Slowly I close my eyes and dream,

I lie here, forever waiting.

When the cool wind blows in the stillness of the night,

And clouds give way to the pale, eerie moonlight,

On my bed, by the window I still sit,

Waiting for your promise that never came to be…

:’(

V-jay

To my heaven…:’(

You are my life, my everything

-AuGusT 16, 2009-

ExPreSSiVe bLacK EyeS

As moments pass, clock tic and tac

You looked at me with eyes of black,

Not green, not brown, not close to blue,

Or any other foreign hue

Those black eyes shone with light,

Shinning, shimmering in twilight,

They hide a sentence, a word or two,

But not a lie, just what’s true

But why is it that expressive eye,

Those shining very black eyes

Hide a meaning, a word or two,

About pain and hurt, and even loss too

If only I can go now to where you are

I don’t mind if the distance is near or far,

I will wipe those tears falling from your eyes,

And will love you forever and never ever say goodbye

V-jaY

-AuGusT 2, 2009-

CoNfeSSioNs oF aN uNconDiTioNaL LoVeR

Time check: 5:18 PM

DaTe: JuNe 18, 2009 (I DREAM OF BEING WITH YOU FOREVER)

uHhhMmm.,.,

paNo kuh baH uumPisahan 2.,.,?

Ang hiRaP magumpisa peo isang bgay lan anG aLam kuH.,.,

isaNg bGaY laN.,.,

HinDi kuH maiPaliWaNag nRa2mdaMaN kuH nGauN, minsan nawa2la ako s sRiLi, minsaN nDi buO anG focus kuh s mGa bgaY n ginGaWa kuH, siGuRo gaNun laN tLaGa kLaKas tama kuh s kNya. Kya naiinTiNdHaN kuH sYa nung cNabi nya n maY mGa taOng minSaN naGi2nG taNga paG love.,.,

NgauN laN ako nGmaHaL nG GaNiTo, sbi kuH paH sa saRili kuh, WOW! D kuH aKaLain naH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE paLa naRa2mdamaN kuH s kaNya. Ung TiponG sobRanG maHal n mHaL muH, ndi muH keLan naiCiP na maGka2hiwalaY kau, naH kau lan FOREVER, na masaya kah kc anjan sya, naH kHit cnu iHaRap muH sKen hinDi kuH sYa pa2ncNiN, na magti2wala ka ng buong buo kasi alam muh n mhal n mhal nyo ang isat isa,.,.,

Tuwing napa2kinggan at kinakanta kuh ang kantang MAKE ME WHOLE, iisang tao lan naiicip kuh, sya lan,.,.,

Si nih kuh/ si hanih kuh/ si mais kuh/ si hon kuh/ ang better half kuH/ si heaven kuh. Ang taong nagsabi sken nah “YOU’RE THE OTHER HALF THAT MAKES ME WHOLE”.,.,

Twing naki2nig kuh un, saya at lungkot ang naiicp kuh.,.,

Saya kc naala2 kuh ang mga mga2ndang bagay na nangyare smeng dalawa, mga bgay na ittreasure kuh habambuhay, mga bagay nah hinding hindi kuh pinagsisihan n ginawa kuh.,.,

At lungkot kc pinili nyang mging kalahati n lan.,.,

HangGang nGaUn tandaNg tanda kuh paH mGa sinabi nya sKeN dati.,.,

Nah hinding hindi nya ako iiwan.,.,

Nah mahal n mHal nYa aKo.,.,

Nah hinDi nYa kaYang mWaLa ako s kNya.,.,

Nah hindi 22ong isang beses lang tau naiinlab kc twing ti2ngin sya sken, nafa2ll sya all over again.,.,

Nah the measure of love is TRUST, LOVE and RESPECT.,.,

Nah kung skaLing maghiwaLay maN kme ay sigurado sya nah ako ang uNang bi2taw.,.,

Nirespeto kuh sya, minahal kuh ng luboS at nagtiWala ako ng soBra soBRa. Pero despite sa mga nangYaRe, nagkahiwalay diN kMe, hinDi n kme buo nGaun.,.,

Marami akong na realize sa mga nangyare.,.,

Mali n mas minahal kuh sya at alam kong mali na nagexpect ako n pantayan nya ung pagma2hal kuh, na pag nagsa2bi sya n mahal nya ako sinasabi kuh mas mahal kuh sya, dpat kc walang “mas”,.,

Na bukod pala s TRUST, LOVE at RESPECT, kelangan din ng EQUALITY, LOYALTY/FAITHFULNESS AT DISCIPLINE.

Marami akong natu2nan sa kanya na pinagpa2salamat kuh s kanya.,.,

Hai.,.,

paRang nkalutang ako lagi nung kame pah, lalo n pag magkasama kMe. Araw2 masaya, masarap s pakiramdam, ndi kuh naiicip ang pagod, ndi kuh naiicip ang problema basta ang alam kuh masaya ako. Hindi muH ako nun maki2tang malungkot, na walaNg gana kasi alam kuH na buO akO, inspired ako at hindi n un mgBa2go.,.,

Basta isang bGaY lang ang alam kuh nGaUn, na MISS n MISS kuH n syA at hanGGang nGauN wala pring ngba2go s naRa2mdaMan kuh.,.,.,

MAHAL N MHAL N MHAL KUH PARIN SYA.,.,

“LIVING WITHOUT YOU AINT JUST LIVING AT ALL”

“I MISSED U, IM MISSING U AND I WILL MISS U

IM LOVING U, AND I WILL LOVE U FOREVER”

“ THE ONLY THING I KNOW IS IM UNCONDITIONALLY AND IRREVOCABLY IN-LOVE WITH YOU”

V-jaY

The Unforgettable Message :'(

June 01, 2009