SiLenCe

“.,.,CryinG iS oNe of ThE gReaTest kinD oF bRaVeNeSS a MaN caN eVeR dO.,.,”

.,.,the eyes once you’ve adored, now still crying in silence.,.,

SILENCE is my only choice of warrior.,.,

:(

I LOVED ONLY YOU

-AuGusT 28, 2009-

MiSSinG eVeRyThinG aBouT YoU

I picture you there

while I’m sitting here

trying to distract myself

from missing you so much.

It’s not easy…

my thoughts always find a way

to comeback to you.

Your look’s in the background

of every image in my mind,

and your voice runs through my head

just like a love song.

Sometimes I think I see you in a crowd,

but its not you–

it’s just a wishful thinking.

I want so much to be able

to touch your arm, hold you close…

feel your heart beating

warm against mine.

But all I’m left with here

is this incredible sense

of missing everything about you.

I want you to know

that everyday

I travel the endless stretch of time

till we can be together again,

and every night

I keep the light on in my heart-

the light of love for you…

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u will always be with me in my heart and in my mind.

i’m always here.

forever waiting

love u so.

-AuGusT 16, 2009-

FoReVeR WaiTinG

As the cool wind blows in the stillness of the night,

And clouds give way to the pale, eerie moonlight,

On my bed by the window I now sit,

Where you and I once vowed for a love to keep.

Countless days, weeks, and months have gone so fast,

I hardly noticed the seasons pass;

In my mind everything still seems like yesterday,

Never will I forget the woeful sunset.

In this place where now I sit,

Patiently I’ve waited but you never came,

Each night I returned here, I’ve been wondering,

Unceasingly I’ve asked, “Why did you ever leaved?”

Tears start to fall now as I look into the HEAVEN,

In the moon’s reflection it’s your face I still remember,

Flashing before my eyes are all our memories–

Sweet, sober memories I would always cherish

My vision is now unclear,

Darkness is all I can see,

Slowly I close my eyes and dream,

I lie here, forever waiting.

When the cool wind blows in the stillness of the night,

And clouds give way to the pale, eerie moonlight,

On my bed, by the window I still sit,

Waiting for your promise that never came to be…

:’(

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To my heaven…:’(

You are my life, my everything

-AuGusT 16, 2009-

ExPreSSiVe bLacK EyeS

As moments pass, clock tic and tac

You looked at me with eyes of black,

Not green, not brown, not close to blue,

Or any other foreign hue

Those black eyes shone with light,

Shinning, shimmering in twilight,

They hide a sentence, a word or two,

But not a lie, just what’s true

But why is it that expressive eye,

Those shining very black eyes

Hide a meaning, a word or two,

About pain and hurt, and even loss too

If only I can go now to where you are

I don’t mind if the distance is near or far,

I will wipe those tears falling from your eyes,

And will love you forever and never ever say goodbye

V-jaY

-AuGusT 2, 2009-